Finding and practicing grace in recovery. Making Amends with no Expectations. A Slow Descent into Madness? June 16, 2015. All day I have been asking myself why I would dream that, when I feel so grounded in my recovery. Do I have underlying stress that I am not consciously aware of? Is my medication not working anymore? Are my crazy peri-menopausal hormones taking over? Nothing has to happen for me to have a bad day.

Sunday Night Reflections on Monday Morning Mommy Drinking. Back At It Again With The Memories.

Last week was difficult, no sleep, craving sugar and feeling regular pangs of cravings for my vino at the end of the day. And on my sixth day, I folded, gave in, caved, and I spun downwards for three days. It was not a test of my new not drinking life, it was the slipping away of awareness of how bad alcohol makes me feel. The reward has been; reading a boo.

1001 Things to Say About Dating. Or is it possible for some ex couples to remain friends? Naturally.

I had a clear imagining this morning, really out of nowhere. for many reasons, one being that the risks and strain on your body .